I logged on to my WordPress Blog today, after being a tad too busy to blog over the past 2/3 weeks or so, only to find out that today is the day I first decided to start writing a blog. I’m a little shocked and surprised that a year went by so fast. Where does the time go? It scares me just a bit because I feel like there is so much that I want to do, need to do, but the time and know how escapes me. Ideas of how I should be spending my days swirl in my head like noise only there is no outlet. There is no way to let the noise out. I feel like I don’t know what to pursue or how to pursue it. We are all here on this planet for reasons outside of ourselves. We are all creators. Some of us just let that creative part of our minds take over as the dominant thoughts and ways of thinking. I am extremely grateful and extremely happy with this life but it its destined to be so much better. It is to be much more fulfilling.
So as I reflect, I think about where I was a year ago and where I am now. I can conclude that I am ever evolving and ever learning. I am healthier today and working on getting even healthier. I am no longer at a place where I want to shop and buy “things”. I am living to acquire fantastic memories and familial wealth. I am at a different place. Dare I say a more mature place. My mentality is no longer like it was in my 20s (it was all right and the waist was tight back then too–lol). I am ok with this place that I am in and I cannot wait to see where I will be 1 year from today.